Deep End

I am kind of freaked out right now. We have a game tomorrow. We are you playing two A side games against Central and Western. This means that I will be playing in an A side game. Yesterday's practice kicked my ass. I couldn't go on when we were doing sprints. It felt like my lungs were bleeding. Normally, no one calls me out for stopping but this time Abe told me to get my ass going. He was nicer than that but that's what I did. I was crying while I finished. I had no energy left to run but I kept going. I need a lot more work on my body but I think that I have the mental toughness to do it. In academic news, I got a 100% on my first dictation but kind of bombed out on the second one. Everyone sucked on it so she is changing up the set up for the next quizzes. Microeconomics is still really easy. I'm really glad that I took Econ in high school so all of it is old hat. I'm sort of worried about foreign policy but I'm really interested in the stuff that we are covering so the readings are so much easier to complete. I guess I'm just anxious about taking my first 300 level class.